Understanding

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September 21, 2017: I've had so much on my mind and dealing with so much, I never seem to know if I'm coming or going. I loose track of what day it is, which uniform to put on. Dealing with the harassment, still seeing a certain guy at work. Both jobs I deal with a coworker that does a no-call-no-show. To be honest (it's not that I'm not always honest, because I try to be honest to the best of my knowledge) I don't understand why people do that. I  personally live paycheck to paycheck like most everyone else in this world. If I did a no-call-no-show just once... people would probably start calling my phone to make sure I'm ok. If I refused to answer my calls like these people often times do, I'd probably loose my job! If I don't loose my job, I'm still out the money I would have gotten from working, so I don't understand that.
I finally got signed up for health insurance through Meijer, yay! However with everything going on at the mall that I'm aware of I may or may not stay on a little longer. It all depends on how tired I a mentally and physically.
One of my coworkers at Meijer  suggested getting a ring that can be mistaken as a wedding/engagement ring or as a "back off, I'm taken" even though I'm not, ring. My mother wanted me to carry mace. I felt like carrying mace was admitting to the fact that I have been victimized in the past. However it's the opposite to some degree. It says I want to defend myself. I will protect myself.
Today I got my vision rechecked and I technically need bifocals but went with the close-up glasses only. I was also diagnosed with an astigmatism. Picked out a pair of glasses and in the future sometime soon I'll share a picture.

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