Harassment at Work

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September 14, 2017: Last night, I was sexually harassed by 2 people while at work. Today, I went to Meijer, and I was a nervous wreck. I was constantly on the lookout for any man that was approaching my area. I cried.
We have a skin head, at the mall, who followed me through the mall 3 different times and stares at me while I'm working. He stares in such a way that you know He is, and he's undressing you in his mind. He does it to other women who works there as well. He's also racists towards any Spanish speaking people. That alone makes me angry.
Then another guy who was completely drunk, tried kissing me! I could almost taste the alcohol on his breath. I could smell it. I asked him to stop then he tried to guilt trip me and asked why I was making excuses to not kiss him. I told him to go home because he was drunk. Leave me alone! I can't do my job when I'm looking over my shoulder constantly in fear of being harassed. I don't even wear makeup to either job. I try to not look nice. I feel like if I could look less pretty, I'd be better off. I feel like I'm the source of the problem. It's my fault. I'm afraid to go to work. My anxiety has me all messed up. Flashbacks galore. My bed is my safe spot. No one can invade my space. I'm safe at home away from men who have no respect towards women. HELP!

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