Sexuality

July 22, 2017: I truly do not understand men these days. This is the big reason I am still single. Men want me to be a slut. Men want me to spread my legs. If I don't put out then I don't love them. If I don't "loan" them money, then I don't care about "US". I was seriously told that I should have sex and be a whore so I could find a man. I'm sorry, but if I can't stand to be around a guy because of his personality, why would I even dream of having sex with him! If a guy tells me to be whore, he obviously doesn't value me as a human. If he doesn't value me as a human, why would he ever care about me? If he doesn't care about me why would he protect me? I'm way better than another whore for your sexual desires that you can't control.
I recently read an article that dressing modestly and not showing thighs, or low cut tops in public by women to prevent men from having impure thoughts  is not completely the woman's responsibility. Different things turn different men on. Women with manicured feet in cute flip flops might turn a guy's attention to impure thoughts.  A well endowed woman's breasts, despite how covered up or uncovered they are will turn a guy's thoughts impure. So am I sinning when I have a large chest, and wearing flip flops? Is it my fault that guys are attracted to my manicured feet or my large chest. Is it my fault that I have beautiful brown eyes or a gorgeous smile. Should I stop smiling at guys, or looking at any man while I talk to him. Am I seriously sinning for being attractive? I think not. I think it falls on men! Men need to learn to control their desires. Women had to learn it. Women had to learn how to dress decently to prevent men from having impure thoughts and mentally or physically raping women. Women have to hide their beauty just so we are not harmed? Look at nature! There is beauty everywhere! Women aren't allowed to be beautiful as well? I think we have taught our girls the wrong thing. We taught girls it's not ok to be pretty. We taught boys if she's pretty that it's ok to pick on her at a young age,  because it just means he likes her.  As they grew up, he continued to hit her, cause it's ok, he did that as a small kid and it was ok. As an adult it's ok to hit her cause she is pretty, because he did it as a small kid. If she dresses pretty, she was asking for the abuse, or rape. It's her fault! It's not his fault for not controlling his desires, or being taught that if you like a girl you pick on her and be rude to her. It's not his fault he is sexually attracted to her. She should be willing to have sex cause she obviously wants it, because she dressed very beautifully and has a beautiful body. Women who are "not" pretty, don't want sex. Women who are pretty, only want sex. Well I think NOT! Maybe I should just wear a burlap sack, pour acid on my face like they do to women over seas.  Maybe then I won't be seen as a sex object. Is that what it takes to bring awareness? I'm so tired of it's the woman's fault that the guy is attracted to her. Since when was it my fault that God made me beautiful? Why do I get punished for being attractive? Men need to control themselves. Men are attractive as well. Women (typically) don't go around raping men! Women control their sexual desires, so men should be expected to control their sexual desires as well!

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