Allergies

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June 3 2017: Allergies! Coughing!  Sneezing! Runny nose! Congestion! No sense of smell! Can't breathe! Oh My! Woke up this morning to a sore throat and completely stuffed up nose, in addition to still coughing up my lungs. This Ohio Valley allergy crud is totally under-rated! It's the worse! Can't breathe,  don't worry, you won't die in your sleep cause you won't sleep either. Then you are just dragging your sorry butt around all day cause you are so tired. Your chest feels like it's on fire, because it's filled with thick lovely mucous. When you use your essential oils in a diffuser and on a rag just so that you can breathe,  you finally fall asleep hours later only to be woken by your parents who think you've had plenty of sleep during the night. Luckily my brother wanted to switch me days so I can stay home and fight the allergies. I'm going to wash bed sheets and my pillow to clean out any pollens or dust.
However, I laid down to take a nap and got woke up by my boss, cause a guy did not show up at work the second time since he got hired on. This guy was hired on after I started. I don't understand people.  If you don't know your schedule,  call your boss and ask! However, the other problem,  who doesn't have a cell phone or some sort of phone that you can be reached at by your boss if you are needed to work? However, your boss should not have to call you all the time to find out if you are planning on showing up for work. I don't know anymore.  So much drama at work that involves myself or others, and my head is about to pop off! All I can do is pray about it.
That and pray that my head doesn't blow up from these dreadful allergies.  Ugh! Medicine, essential oils, and Kleenex's are my friends right now.
Found out that one of my ex boyfriends showed up at the mall again today. About a week into working there, he showed up and I informed my dear sweet brother that he was there and my brother dropped what he was doing and immediately came back to work. Again, back to the "we were never really close growing up,  but we have gotten closer now." It's the, "I can beat my sister up, if you lay a hand on her, you're dead meat" relationship. My brother's exact words, "He's bad juju." Anyways,  it's bedtime and I'm exhausted! 

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