Blessed

March 18, 2018: Thursday morning I went back to see my obgyn. I thought I was going in for another biopsy. I wasn't. I was going in for a LEEP. LEEP stands for Loop Electrosurgical Excision Procedure. Let me tell you, it smelled all burnt when they was doing it. Not pleasant. I'm doing better and returned to work yesterday. I felt very swollen the day after but the pain had subsided dramatically since the day of the procedure. I slept quite a bit since the procedure. I feel like  this has had a play on my depression a good deal. Being told that you have CIN 2/Moderate Cervical Intraepithial Neoplasia is tough. It's also called cervical dysplasia.
However, due to recent events at work, I was working continuously and it took a toll on my body and my fibromyalgia. I had reached a point of constant pain in my body. I was getting irritable and moody. I  still am to some extent. I'm drained and tired. All I wanted to do is to sleep. That's what I did too. Now that the weekend is over, I'm doing a lot better. I'm not in pain anymore. My depression is still kind of down, but I'm also due for my abiify injection.
Other than all of my health issues, life is pretty good. I have a roof over my head, food in my belly, pillows and blankets to lay my head on and snuggle up at night, a car to drive that works fairly well at getting me to point b from point a, a job that pays me, a family that loves me, and friends who care and love me. I may not have a boyfriend or husband to love me, but I don't need a man to be me. Yes I'd like to find one and start a family, but it's not a must have.

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