My Prerogative

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August 10, 2017:
Everybody's talking all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live?
I don't need permission, make my own decisions
That's my prerogative
that's my prerogative 

It's the way that I wanna live (it's my prerogative)
You can’t tell me what to do

why can't I live my life
without all of the things
That people say

Those are some of the lyrics to the song My Prerogative. I have had several people come to me asking me if I said this or that, if I did this or that. Accusing me of doing things.

LEAVE ME ALONE!

Leave my name out of your mouth. Do you hate your life so much that you have to drag my name thru the mud? I'm going to tell you right now that the people you told that lie to, is coming to me and asking for the truth. At that point you look like a moron and a liar. I'm going to do you a favor.

SHUT UP BEFORE YOU SPREAD LIES!

Save yourself the humiliation and embarrassment. If you think I like someone, ask me before you spread it as fact. If you think I went to tattle on someone a few days after I worked for that person, ask me before you tell that person a lie.
I'm sick and tired of the childish high school drama. If I wanted to deal with high school drama,  I would have been a high school drama teacher. I'm not. You are supposed to be an adult working in the adult world.

GROW UP!

This is my blog. This is my voice.
HEAR ME ROAR

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