Love Thy Enemies

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Loving my enemies is a very tall order. Considering that I have done nothing to provoke them except by marrying my husband.  I took something away from her that wasn't even hers. So how do I get repaid for that. A photo of me on my wedding day was defaced and had terroristic threats made to look like it was coming from my own lips and passed around and laughed at. I was humiliated. I wanted to hunt her down so badly. I wanted to hurt the man that she cheated on my husband with, who helped her create this profain video. I wanted her number so I could turn it over to the police. She still shows up to his place of work looking for him. I want to punch her in the face so hard that it deforms her ugliness, a bit more. She calls him on a regular basis to harass us and remind us that she still lurks. 
I was reminded of the Bible passage today, LOVE THY ENEMIES. What a slap in the face and rude awakening to me. I'm reminded of what my mother in law would say. Drop it, leave her alone and forget about it.  I have to walk away from this foul person. Despite what she does to my husband and towards me. A woman should not be threatened on her wedding day in such a way that it causes her to break down into tears. I have a tall task ahead of me. Loving the very person I despise the most for the hatred she has shown me. 

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