Do or Don't

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Many of you who know me, know that I'm a manager in training for the company I work for. This means that if a manager steps down or a new store opens up, that I am next in line to manage that store. I'm also sorta like an assistant manager to my manager right now. I can do everything that my manager can except hire and fire people right now. Right now, it is up in the air about a store I work at whether the store stays open or not. From what I understand and have heard, it sounds like some people are curious about what I can do for the store. I'm curious about it myself, however I'm nervous about it too. It's a new adventure I would be on in a brand new year. I'm on an amazing adventure now being engaged and planning a wedding with my fiance, my family and his family. Just recently my fiance got baptized and I am so happy and proud of him for the journey he is on with me doing the will of Christ. I know that some of you may not agree with our beliefs but please keep those things to yourself.  I don't bash you for your beliefs, so please give us the same respect. I'm anxious and nervous to see what the new year holds and brings for me and my fiance family and friends. I know that I have the support from my family and friends and most importantly my fiance. My first few weeks at the new store will be very tough for me,  because of getting adjusted to the new atmosphere of being there every day instead of 1 day a week, figuring out where everything is, getting adjusted to the employees there, arranging things to the way I like it, and most importantly a yearly inventory that is done every January company wide. I've done the inventory once at my current store location but not at the one that I may be moving to. I've been with this company for about a year now, since November 9. I know that my direct supervisors have faith in my ability to do this, otherwise they would not have put me in this position. I need lots of prayers for myself as I go forward if I get this management position. I would like to ask for prayers for my fiance and I as we go into the new year and when we get married to each other. He is an amazing guy and I probably don't express it to him or make him aware of my thoughts about him. I love him so much and I appreciate his confidence in me if I get this position. 

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