Tough Times Again

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May 10, 2018: Yesterday was another therapy day for me. I went to see my therapist and had a break through. I opened up about something that I've only told 2 other people. I will not blog about it or the details. She said it is a subject that needs to be discussed more next time. So we shall do so in 2 weeks time.
     I went to urgent care yesterday as well for my foot. My friend thinks it is a stress fracture.  The dr didn't rule it out.  Stress fractures don't show up on an xray. The dr put me on an anti-iinflammatoryin Hope's that it will help. If it doesn't get better then off to a foot dr or an orthopedic surgeon it is.
     I still don't know what to get my dear sweet favorite and only momma for mother's day. Sorry momma!
     I need a few prayers for one of my bosses. I won't go into detail again. The issue at hand is putting a little stress on me and a coworker and him. Prayers lifted up to heaven on his behalf are appreciated.
      I  know there are a lot of my friends and family that are going through tough times and you are in my prayers too. This too shall pass. Keep fighting the good fight. One day we shall be rewarded if we remain true soldiers of Christ. I know not everyone has the same beliefs as myself. The idea holds true though for everyone.  Keep fighting.

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