My Daily Struggle

September 4, 2025: Ugh.... I do not know what to say. I turn 40 in 20 days. Forty is hitting me hard. My arthritis and fibromyalgia I feel like are getting worse by the day. I've been a week now without my arthritis medication and right now I can't get comfortable enough to sleep. Plus my mind is racing from the events today.  We had 4 kids try to break into and steal stuff off one of our properties. No,  they didn't succeed, but the fact of the matter is that they tried, and yes it was all caught on camera. Some how my paycheck didn't get deposited into my bank account due to an error. It was an honest mistake and I get it. Stuff happens. I'm not mad. However, it's kinda hurting us too. So I'm stressed about that. Ever since my surgery to remove that polyp, I got severely sick and was admitted in the hospital last month due to a 7x4mm kidney stone that got lodged in my ureter on its way to my bladder. I went to the hospital on a Wednesday evenin...

Well another year has gone by. Many things have transpired in that year.  My Brother-in-law passed in March on St. Patrick's Day last year. Anyone who ever met him knew he was a gentle giant. He loved you and would protect you. Holidays have been tough since he passed. They always are though after a loved one passes. I honestly don't know what more to say about the loss of him. My husband and I are trying to better ourselves and our marriage.  We decided that as a couple we are going to write one or more good things that happen in a week every Saturday evening. At the end of the year we'll read all of them and reflect on the year we had. I'm currently enjoying my job as a shift manager. My husband is still at his job and helping me a little bit at my job as well.  We both bowl still on leagues and off leagues. Im very proud of my husband cause he is trying to get a second associates and possibly a bachelor's degree I do believe. We are definitely staying...