My Daily Struggle

I haven't written in a while and thought I would. I'm not sure where this will go but here it goes.   My husband and myself are still making attempts at getting pregnant but no success yet.  It's been a year since MA has passed away from us and it does get a little easier every day. We still miss her a great deal, and wished she was still with us. As would anyone.  I'm still traveling with work a great deal. My boss has been promoted at work and he to will be traveling more. The farm that my husband and brother in law inherit, is a hornets nest of stuff going on with it. So much stuff to do to it, and to do in order to get what we wanted of it. I'm feeling a wee bit depressed today but I'm not sure why. I guess I have a lot on my mind and a lot on my plate. Places to be, and things to do coming up in the near future. So many dr appointments and things on my calendar. Thanks to Google calendar for keeping up with it for me. I feel as if I've let myself go to ...

It's cycle day 1 again. Many of you may know what I'm talking about,  but some of you may not know what I am talking about.  INFERTILITY.  It's an ugly word that some people deal with. Unfortunately it is something that my husband and I are dealing with.  We started dating May 30, 2019, and got married on May 30, 2020. We knew from the start that we wanted children. As soon as I got off my birth control and started my periods again, we started trying to conceive. Unfortunately we were not able to conceive right away. A few months later, my husband started to hurt severely and was extremely tired all the time. He went to the Dr and they started many tests on him. One test was his testosterone levels.  Found out that they were extremely poor for someone his age. They sent him to a male fertility specialist and I went to my personal OBGYN. My OBGYN referred me to a specialist in Newburgh, IN. The two Dr's got together and between the two, th...