May update
May 23, 2019: Ugh.... I don't know what to think say or feel right now. I feel like I'm unworthy of a guy's love. I don't know why honestly. Everyone deserves to be loved. I think I've been trampled on by guys so much that they have made me feel like this. Right now I'm just laying down in bed aching all over from the rain and my fibromyalgia and arthritis. For some reason my stress fracture site from last year has been bothering me and hurting me. I'm using my oils to help ease my pain some and I'm ordering a pain cream that everyone loves. We'll see if it helps me. Right now I'm talking to a guy that I have talked to before and I honestly don't remember why we stopped talking in the first place, but I am almost afraid to let him in. I want to but I don't at the same time. My job is going well I reckon. I'm now a manager in training at work. Basically it means if they open a new store or a management position opens up that I...