My Daily Struggle

July 13, 2018: I feel so violated. Tonight I was violated at work once again. I had a man come up to me tell me how beautiful I was I was flattered yes, and I told him thank you. After some conversation he then leaned in and tried to kiss me I told him no and he asked why. There's a number of reasons why mister. I'm at work, we're not dating, I don't know you, and you're a creep. He tried to kiss me two or three more times and every time I said no. I feel so violated and disgusting. All I want to do is go home and cry and take a shower and wash away his hands and his kiss. I want to wash away the sight of him. I warned this guy he was on camera even. Security even came over to intervene and to kick the guy out. My anxiety is in high gear. I don't want to go back to work. I'm afraid. I was humiliated in front of my customers. I couldn't think straight. This is my blog. This is my voice. HEAR ME ROAR

June 2, 2018: Daily Rant: The year is half over. Can't believe it. Just the other day I'm taking care of customers and a kind of gross burly looking guy walks up and rudely interrupts me and asks if I have headphones he could borrow for a little bit. Eh, can you say eeeewwwwwww! I looked at him with a stunned and grossed out look and said no, but if I did, I wouldn't let you borrow them either.  I just had my daith piercing done. Technically it is still in the healing stage. I don't want your ear germs and boogers infecting my headphones and my daith piercing or my ears. I shivered at the thought of him using my headphones. Gross, gross, gross! I'm still appalled that he asked. This is my blog. This is my voice. HEAR ME ROAR